Get into the community and start making money to become a leader. Coming from the arts and fashion background there is discomfort that lends itself to insecurity with winning.
Why not be good at what you love? Why not shine enough to walk away from the dark? Why not say yes and fight to stand a chance? Be good at being you.
Breaking habits that do not last and a mindset that needs to shut up. I am better than the loss and lovely when standing at the cost. Pay the tab and thank the world your shift is done.