Sometimes you have to create even as your heartbreaks. You must feel it through to the otherside. Maybe it is not about a fear of failure rather a fear of success. 

Are we powerful enough to break the cycle? To walk down the aisle and take the ring. I don’t want to hold back anymore, but those mountains they seem so far, so high. 

Can we just breath and wait a bit? Your muscles will tire if you shut down. Keep up keep on. Now is your time. Don’t worry you will be fine. Just drive.

Beads I bought still sat in a box.

Lace samples hidden in drawers.

Dresses freshly drawn.

Story begins again a second chance.