Exploring our limits, the fears that bring us to tears. I have sorted them out one by one, lined up like ducks. The kickback of my actions throws me, but I know that I cannot run. Not anymore. Even if such changes requires feeling uncomfortable and sharp to the heart I cannot lie. Hiding behind a childhood that breaths.
I open up the hood and check myself out. Lets see where are there loose ends. What causes the cough that chokes? You are the you defined. Seems a bit like a throwback to where it all went wrong. When I chose a boy over the dream, I’ve done that twice and lost myself to a broken heart. This time I will brave the storms of being on my own to see that loneliness is a myth.
Being with another can be just as daunting. I can laugh full belly experiences. The beauty in progress is seeing that we along with faith can and will overcome. This seems to be perhaps the greatest chapter of my life. I pull away pretenses, grab the wheel and hit the gas around that bend. Its game time!