Are you able to chase it face it all the uncertainty of windy roads? Going to places that make you excited and scared at the same time. Can you challenge yourself to throw away old clippings of ideas lost? Turn the page to what is in your heart. Explore those spaces that desires huddle for warmth. There lies the magic to joy. Easy for me to say when I live in tropics of coconuts, but misery is not afraid a sunburn. Happiness can be found in winter trees where white crystals cascade on green.
Breaking myself open to examine this machine I discover of mind. I am so uttlerly clueless and if I think too long, I will back away and forget to jump. I don’t let it touch my toes to feel the waters edge. I dive tumbling in. I choke and squirm and cannot catch my breath and when I clear the plate I am already ordering more. This is a speed coast to nowhere. Really running without end. Once I stopped long ago and that was when the heaviness took its storm.
There crept in the weight of uncertainty and overthinking. Sometimes when I feel tired I try to sleep, but is it sleep we need or just movement. Are we carrying an excess that needs to let go. Like fat on the body that drags us down. Really what we need is to let the past drip with every sweat. How much do we miss out on with a heavy mind? Burn those thoughts and work your power. For all the hours spent pondering could they be invested in wandering instead of wondering. One step is all it takes, you will figure out the rest as you go. Be Bold, Be Foolish and mostly Be Brave.