Pushing beyond our potential and going for that feeling, an idea, a moment that may never arrive again. Saying hello to that person who catches your eye on the street. What do you have to lose? Rejection is temporary regret is forever. Man I am scared, really scared about what will happen on the other side of my arrival to Bali. I have many plans, but from experience I know those can go out the window at any minute. Safety nets fall away and all I am left is with bare hands to crawl to new heights.
Despite my subtle concern I have been here before and I know that everything will work out. Maybe not in the way I had hoped or planned, but usually in retrospect it is far better. Life is full of surprises that we cannot control, but I am glad that I am following my purpose. It tends to take me to remote villages, unknown cities and spontaneous detours.
I can remember being safe under the covers afraid to leave. It was so cozy at home.The orderly routine left me delirious, so I put on a winter coat with thick lined boots and I was off. My nose was cold and my skin shaking, but I was moving. The blood was fresh in my veins as the oxygen uplifted my spirt. What was I doing all those years hidden in my own prison? There is a great big world out there waiting to be discovered. Through passions uncovered I blew the dust and there she shimmered. The girl of my youth with bright eyes of adventure, now we embark on a forever mission.