I work with headsets blocking out the noise; the ones coming from my own doubts to those that surround. Because if I listen for too long, I might just think twice. Instead I run beyond the uncertainty and dive into the ocean of the unknown. I want to see it! The world, my dreams and the impossible. It’s frustrating at times, but I want to explore the spaces between my comfort zone. I want to grow and shift into a new woman each day I live. Because there is so much out there and I want to dance to the beat of a new day.
So I bounce my head in a room of frozen stillness, I shimmy my shoulders and gasp for my crazy ideas. I let an imagination form around a dream of wonderment. What if this is my last moment, will I look back and wonder ‘what if’? No not at all, I embarrassed myself to accept my own absurdity. Then I look back and invite others to join this protest to embark on a quest.
I commit wholeheartedly to ideas that don’t make sense but seem to mature to logical advancement. Anything if done in repetition can be mastered through patience and love. New chapters lead with blank pages to be written. This next phase I take on the lessons from yesterday and kick ass today. Because this is my life and I decide how to live without guardrails. The falls and bumps teach me lessons to break out beyond my own barriers. Alright BFD bring it, because I’ve got my backpack and I am ready to take on the world.