The uncertainty never goes away. Regardless of reaching mountaintops and progress, the next turn tends to leave one rather unsettled. To stay or go, to turn or keep moving ahead. Ideas circle like butterflies in a net of the mind. It is when that idea flutters continuously front and center that is when one should leap. I keep trying to walk away from this AVEH project because the truth is the concept is still taking shape and a bit complex in many ways. I just about analyzed this baby to pieces within my masters program.
A friend mentioned this idea of analysis paralysis. It is when we spend so much time overthinking that we become afraid to move. I count 6 months on my fingers for the number of months I have been back in the states. I have built some great relationships and gained a new way of thinking about the world, but it is causing me to be a bit restless with a desire to take action. Talking ourselves in circles leaves us with little tangible outcomes. Much like philosophical discussion that tongue twists the mind. I’ve got my checklist of tasks to complete to wrap-up this chapter in Baltimore and am getting ready to implement the plans we have created for the Bali projects.
If we wait too long for our dreams to begin, we will miss our chance. The moment will pass and there is no getting it back. I draw the line in the sand and say this is when phase two of Bali Fashion Dream begins that date is the 28th of July 2015. This life baffles me with the fascination of a great adventure.