Sometimes the only way we can know is by trying. When it doesn’t feel right it is usually wrong. For sometime I have felt out of balance. Removing and adding things to my life to evaluate the scales. These classes in nonprofit management & social entrepreneurship have really showed the inside seams of the process.

The more I dig and understand the more I seem to shift farther from the thing that makes me happy and that is creating fashion. Playing in the studio with fabrics and designing. Sometimes I feel a bit like a scientist mixing chemicals to find the perfect fragrance.

What I know now is the theme to my book which rings true today, we must create to stay sane. At the moment I am mixing the cocktail of my business with my two fav ingredients. So that when I return to Bali I will have a recipe and the resources to effectively take Elsa Fitzgerald to the next phase of growth.

Unhappiness is a reminder that something needs to change. Time to be happy again.

Doodling in my diary.

Finally began designing again.

New fashion books for inspiration.