As I began painting again, I realised what I found to be an enjoyable experience became more like a chore.
It was at about 80% compete when I decided that I will just pay someone to finish. Very easily done as the labour is so cheap here.
But I realised the parallel, I am at the last lap of the race. This is when I need to kick myself into full gear and sprint to the finish. If I am going for this dream I can not get lazy, I’ve got to push through with excitement and thrill!