When the pieces of my life were tossed in the air the first thing I could do was well up with emotion. I wanted to crawl into a little ball and shut the light out. But something inside me knew better. I knew that despite the pain I must go on.
Day 1 was spent in Uluwatu getting attacked by monkeys and then seeing the amazing surf in Blue Point. Day 2 was spent working on the collections. Today being, Day 3 started on the beach and ended at the markets.
There were a few times when the tears flowed hidden behind dark shades, but there were also moments of joy and laughter. Remember one thing photos never tell the full story.
I have changed my perspective. Instead of feeling complete sadness, I have been instead filled with appreciation and love especially for Lucas. That is the thing that is carrying me through. That and remembering not to focus too much on the past and not stressing too much on the future. Just remembering that the only thing I need to do right now is to simply put one foot in front of the other.